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Old April 23rd, 01:06 AM   #1 (permalink)
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sort of a something

You ever get the feeling that all the meaning in the world is just beneath the surface and its longing to break out. It tugs at your skin and makes you feel faint.

As a song or lyric plays key holder and loosens the locks bit by bit. You yearn for it to break out and your knees weaken in the preparation to fall to the groun. But it never comes. No climax. Only recession. Back to the depths of your soul, where it churns and broils. Barely keeping you alive.

When a bottle plays messenger and carrier. Trying to lure it out. Lowering the walls and hiding your inhibitions.

When a connection may attract it. And bring it so close to the world that your eyes blur and lose contrast. When the irrelivant sinks to the background and everything that matters super imposes on the world infront of you. As light changes to supplement the emotions.

But utlimently it's left within our depths. Perhaps that's all it is. Just this up and down wave of emotion and beauty. Perhaps beauty is the only thing that motivates us all. Under every thing in the world is the essance of beauty. The mere co-existence of objects in harmony.

Should I strive to find this beauty. or do i just need to open my eyes a little wider? and look around and see it's ever present.
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Old April 23rd, 02:31 AM   #2 (permalink)
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too deep for me
and thats deep
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Old April 23rd, 10:06 AM   #3 (permalink)
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Are yuo joining the emo side,and yes to your quesion
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Are yuo joining the emo side
i wouldnt call that emo.
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Old April 23rd, 12:33 PM   #5 (permalink)
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www.postpoems.com

Probably get more people to appreciate it there. Go to the forum there.
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I think I'm constipated.

Thats about how deep I get.

here's how I think about it smalls. Like we're in a box, and you're going into a smaller box inside our box. But I think that the meaning is outside our box, and that it smore everything around us that we don't notice.
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Old April 23rd, 05:03 PM   #8 (permalink)
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how is that me faking being intellectual?
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Old April 23rd, 06:05 PM   #10 (permalink)
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i wouldnt call that emo.
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You ever get the feeling that all the meaning in the world is just beneath the surface and its longing to break out. It tugs at your skin and makes you feel faint.

As a song or lyric plays key holder and loosens the locks bit by bit. You yearn for it to break out and your knees weaken in the preparation to fall to the groun. But it never comes. No climax. Only recession. Back to the depths of your soul, where it churns and broils. Barely keeping you alive.

When a bottle plays messenger and carrier. Trying to lure it out. Lowering the walls and hiding your inhibitions.

When a connection may attract it. And bring it so close to the world that your eyes blur and lose contrast. When the irrelivant sinks to the background and everything that matters super imposes on the world infront of you. As light changes to supplement the emotions.

But utlimently it's left within our depths. Perhaps that's all it is. Just this up and down wave of emotion and beauty. Perhaps beauty is the only thing that motivates us all. Under every thing in the world is the essance of beauty. The mere co-existence of objects in harmony.

Should I strive to find this beauty. or do i just need to open my eyes a little wider? and look around and see it's ever present.
Generally speaking... no.
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that complicted thingamajigger is why i dont think about the meaning of life, i just enjoy it. isnt that the meaning of life anyway?

damn im good, that only took two sentences
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the meaning of life is to live a life with meaning

thats how I interpret it

everyone has their own way of viewing things
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i am hippie t6hough.. ive been evolving and somthine is chainging...
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id like to add to this that tonight at a coffee shop me and a friend had a profound experience. I can explain it in no other way that some other spirit was within the walls of that shop. A sort of static charge humed and I heard as much asI felt a prescence from the cieling.. this noise and vibration moved from the edge of the shope to the other and my friend and i looked at eachoth with a puzzled face, and then the door opened and then closed. Almost in the perfect timing that it would take someone to enter or leave.

It was a windy night. But this door was on the leeward side of the store and should have had no wind. And the only thing that could catch the wind was a small handle. Basically, it was almost impossible for the wind to open that door. And no other windows or doors were opened to explin it. The drive through was closed and no one came through the other doors..

It was li9ke the air hung and hummed amongst us. Some other being was in that shop and we all felt it but none understood it.
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its from the douglas adams hitchhikers guide to the galaxy series.

use google and search for : answer to life, the universe, and everything.

my google is smart(look at the google calculator at the top)
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ahh 42.. icic.. hm
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