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Old December 16th, 2005, 10:03 AM   #1 (permalink)
 
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I just need to vent a little anger...anyone got any ideas how to without snapping someones neck in a dark alley. I dont know wats wrong with me but lately i have gotten extremely stressed beyond wat i have ever been. I actually feel like slicing myself...i used to hate that kind of ****. I think this is all just 17 years worth of anger built up to the point of it almost exploding out of me. plus me and this girl are thinking about hooking up,i really love her and she says she loves me,but shes still not over her ex so im just waiting to see wat happens and that is a stressful process in itself. Guess it doesnt help anything with this being the day my mom died and me never getting to really know her. I guess it all just builds up. This thread was compltely pointlesss i know but i needed to vent a little and this is how i do it.

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Old December 16th, 2005, 10:07 AM   #2 (permalink)
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im sry to hear this. Dont kill yourself though. Try singing along with rap that usually gets rid of my anger. Or taking a warm shower and putting ur face up the shower head for a couple minutes. I hope ur life gets better.

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Old December 16th, 2005, 10:25 AM   #3 (permalink)
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Sometimes you just gotta vent ya know. Let it out. Dont slice, you know thats retarted. You know your life aint that bad, you know billions have it worse than you, but still, things arent always peachy keen in your life either. Let it out, but dont slice or any of that crap.
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Old December 16th, 2005, 10:44 AM   #4 (permalink)
 
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dude i fill the same thing you do ( pissed but dont really know what for ) but inside you really know why you just dont know how to say it...i have not seen my dad my whole life...and my mom dident want anything to do with me so she through me out. and now i have to make **** right for me cause no one else is going to help me but my grilfriend....she is the only person i can really open up to and let it all out.....i have also said thing like i just wunna die and that is just not worth it bro....you have been givin teh gift of life and what you do with it is on you....so live everyday to the fullest and live your own life...bro....much love!
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Old December 16th, 2005, 11:00 AM   #5 (permalink)
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ummm.... how about not being emo?

Pray about it, find what make you happy, and go after it. Stress always going to be there no matter what, so you can either turn to God, or find a safe way to deal with it, or suck it up. Sorry to be harsh, but honestly some of you guys make the biggest deal out of the dumbest crap. You're too young to know what love is, and obviously she has no idea what love is or else she wouldn't say those words and still have a thing for her ex.

Sorry about your mom though, that would be the only thing i could see being upsetting, the rest is just useless crap you really don't need, so why bother having it in your life.

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Old December 16th, 2005, 11:13 AM   #6 (permalink)
 
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ummm.... how about not being emo?

Actually i hate emo kids..this is just a really bad week for me and im liable to say anything... Sorry for wasting space in the forum, il delete it.
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Old December 18th, 2005, 03:07 AM   #7 (permalink)
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hey man. I brought this back because I don't think you should just say forget it.
you aren't wasting forum space so don't worry about that.
you pulled a huge step by just letting it out. Even if it was on some random forum with random other people. by saying something you are admitting to yourself that there is something messed up going on in your life. BUT the main thing is when there is a problem this is a solution when there is a question you can normally find a number of answeres.

The big thing right now is the reason with yourself and remember that hurting yourself or someone else won't be the cure for your problems it will just surface more problems. remember this. you are 17 years old. Im guessing your female friends is about the same age. Girls at this age have no clue whatsoever as far as what they want. They are headcases and thats a scientific fact. If she is hung up over someone else when she should be thinking of you...that has nothing to do with you. thats just females period. Hold your ground stay true to yourself don't beg for anything and lay it down like it is. If things are right then it will work out for you. If they aren't then you won't. and no ammount of begging or pleading or acting like a pussy whipped little boy will help. It might prolong things but only to end up worse than it should have been.

With stress building up? we all have that. 50 year old successful people who have beautiful loving wives and children fall to stress just like anyone else. its the way you deal with your stress that makes you as a person. Look at what you already have? take your paintball gun apart and clean everything on it. put that stress to good use. With me I used to clean my rifles/handguns when I was stressed out. Knowing that it is as clean as can be and flawless makes me feel better. Or going out and shooting a few rounds down range. Do anything you are good at with your time. When I am stressed out over anything right now you know what I do? push ups...its stupid but I just get all of my crap floating in my head out. what else? I make myself better because I am doing something physical with my stress rather than snapping on one of my friends and slapping someone around. Do something that takes up time. Don't sit down and watch tv thats just a brain drain. read a book? it puts your brain to use and you get the story that was there.

Take into account of what you have. I can start to stress about the dumbest things thinking the world is damn near over and then you think about it? Im stressing over an date? or a girl? there are other girls. celebrate a day in history. every crappy deal has some kinda flip side that is better. you mentioned your mom. its all cheesy and stuff but what if shes in a better place where she was needed?

If all that fails for me. I go get plastered with my friends and get in a fight with a bunch of preppy college asses who think my job sucks. that works too I guess?
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Old December 18th, 2005, 12:18 PM   #8 (permalink)
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Old December 18th, 2005, 12:33 PM   #9 (permalink)
 
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Smoke a cigarette. Listen to death metal. Then go shoot stuff at a range. Then be with your girlfriend. Great steps to calm down.
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Old December 18th, 2005, 12:46 PM   #10 (permalink)
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yea dude don't cut urself that **** is ****ing retarted. I'm sry that ur mom died and everything. Maybe ur bi-polar or something else, and medicine will help (i'm the opposite of making fun of u right now dude), but if u just pissed go hit some **** or express it by writing songs, lyrics, writing in general. Hope everything works out 4 u
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Old December 18th, 2005, 12:52 PM   #11 (permalink)
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ummm.... how about not being emo?

Pray about it, find what make you happy, and go after it. Stress always going to be there no matter what, so you can either turn to God, or find a safe way to deal with it, or suck it up. Sorry to be harsh, but honestly some of you guys make the biggest deal out of the dumbest crap. You're too young to know what love is, and obviously she has no idea what love is or else she wouldn't say those words and still have a thing for her ex.

Sorry about your mom though, that would be the only thing i could see being upsetting, the rest is just useless crap you really don't need, so why bother having it in your life.

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last summer i had something LIKE that...it was just strange, it felt like i died and took someone elses life and then like 1.5 weeks later it was gone sooo weird. But never did find out what got me back to normal but it didn't have anything to do with slicing.
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Old December 18th, 2005, 04:04 PM   #12 (permalink)
 
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Well Thanks for the help Bubba. I went and cleaned the 50 to the point that it was completely spotless. I talked to my my girl about it which really let alot of stress out. I went out shooting and blew up some cinder blocks then i re-cleaned the 50cal. Im feeling pretty damn good .Thanks guys.
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Old December 18th, 2005, 04:09 PM   #13 (permalink)
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See....banning guns just makes more suicides.
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Old December 18th, 2005, 04:13 PM   #14 (permalink)
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If you don't post pics of your 50 right now...we won't have to worry about suicide because I will kill you. is that understood.

eta: next time Im acting all buddy buddy with the armorer I will see If I can take a pic with on of the XM107s.
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lol well i dont have any pics of mine right now but il put up a randome pic of a 50 just for ****s and giggles.
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which barret do you have? 89 82?
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See....banning guns just makes more suicides.
Actually it would cause a lot less because a lot of suicides are related to a gun.

Not saying guns should be banned, just correcting you.
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i was thinking of getting a barret. well it was wishfull thinking but how much was the 89 and would you recomend getting one? I have a Browning BLR .308 and my bro has a .270
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Old December 18th, 2005, 06:03 PM   #20 (permalink)
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how did you get a 50 and how much did it cost
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Old December 18th, 2005, 06:16 PM   #21 (permalink)
 
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if you ever run out of amo enexpectadly...
Get a BIG punching bag, A real nice stereo system, the heaviest hardest music you can find.
Then set it all up and MAX the vloume, close your eyes and start wailing on that bag.
go at it till you feel better, youll wake up the next morning stronger and less stressed.
if you know martial arts just go full out Jett Li on that thing, so relieving.
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When I get super unbelievably pissed and I feel I'm on the verge of killing someone... I run. I just run as fast as I can as far as I can to no where until I can't run anymore. Then I just walk around for a bit. Works pretty well for me.
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Old December 18th, 2005, 06:28 PM   #23 (permalink)
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NYY- You can get fiftie's here in Cali so I'd assume you can get em other places too. From what I've seen they run 5-10k.a

And dude, go play paintball. That really helps me vent more than anything.
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And dude, go play paintball. That really helps me vent more than anything.

I bonus ball people to vent.....
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And then they bonus ball to vent because they were overshot, and then the people that they over shot then bonus ball even more people... and the hate spreads!!!
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