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Old November 7th, 2004, 12:17 PM   #1 (permalink)
 
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My Emo Thread

I want to start this off by saying that if you want to say ANYTHING negative or whatever about this whole post, I will ****ing hunt you down, gut you, and hang you from a ceiling fan by your intestines until you strangle to death....capiche? Let's start.

I'm normally not one for feeling depressed, crying, whatever..but today was hella different.

My great grandma was put in the hospital about a week ago, and she's REALLY deteriorating...quickly. She's 87 or so, so she's fairly old, but it's still sad to see her go. I really love her, and she was always around when I was a kid to help me through things....

Guys, it's so ****ing hard to see this...she's so weak, she can't stand up on her own, and she can't even eat anything...she throws it right back up. SHe's alive now only because she can keep down chewed ice and stuff..it's bad. I don't know how much more I can take of it...I know she'll be in a better place soon, but goddamnit why does the road there need to be so ****ing hard?

I really don't know where I'm going with this....I just kinda felt like I needed to vent...and I guess PBF seemed as good a place as any to do it.

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Old November 7th, 2004, 12:20 PM   #2 (permalink)
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that really sucks

i hope your great grandma feels better
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Old November 7th, 2004, 12:35 PM   #3 (permalink)
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My Great grandma is getting to that point too, and I've been through this a lot.

The first time was my great grandpa, he was 93 or so and it was just his time to go, and that was the first death of someone close to me I knew, and it was REALLY hard. Next was my great aunt, she got cancer and fought threw it for about 6 months, but then decided she'd rather live out a quality life then be sick and live just a bit longer. She ended up dying at age 56, and she was my grandmas twin. We were all REALLY close. About 2 months later my great grandma died from old age/ovarian cancer. Now my other great grandma has alzheimers and just got out of the nursing home for a broken hip. She just had her 90th birthday. It's so hard to watch someone you love die, and just have all the energy sucked out of them. But, from experience, I know to just keep your head up, because through all the tough times, and all the deaths, you'll have better times, and new people in your life.

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Old November 7th, 2004, 12:41 PM   #4 (permalink)
 
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Thanks guys....it's just hard. This hasn't been my year. I lost 6 friends to the war in Iraq, and now this..jst been hard.

And I like the thing about keep your head up Brandon, that was good...that was real good.

Thanks again felas <3
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Old November 7th, 2004, 01:00 PM   #5 (permalink)
 
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same way my grandma went, i know how you feel.

sorry man...
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Old November 7th, 2004, 01:01 PM   #6 (permalink)
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i honestly cant imagine a life without my grandma. Shes the nicest person i know, and shes so devoted to our family it would be devastating to lose her
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Old November 7th, 2004, 01:14 PM   #7 (permalink)
 
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<3 for you Nick, if you ever need to talk you can IM me.
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Old November 7th, 2004, 01:22 PM   #8 (permalink)
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yea same man im sorry that your effected so hard on this. I pray your family recovers well.
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Old November 7th, 2004, 01:34 PM   #9 (permalink)
 
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Sadly my grandmother died when I was only 4 years old. She was such a nice person...

But yeah, I hope she gets better. Or if she doesn't get better, I hope it's not slow and painful. Going out fast is better. I hope I am lucky and get taken quick. I don't think I could take going out slowly and painfully. You have my condolences.
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Old November 7th, 2004, 02:05 PM   #10 (permalink)
 
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my grandma died september 11th this year which is a weird coincidence cause she was born in new york,I feel your pain dude it my grandma went through the same thing.
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Old November 7th, 2004, 02:23 PM   #11 (permalink)
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be there for your family, and your family will be there for you. its tough but be there to support your family.
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Old November 7th, 2004, 03:23 PM   #12 (permalink)
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Sorry to hear about your great grandma, Nick. Hope you find a way to get through it and find some peace. If ya need anything, you know how to get ahold of me.
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Old November 7th, 2004, 04:16 PM   #13 (permalink)
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My great-grandma died in May, she was 96. She was in critical condition dozens of times before she died. Once she came home from intensive care, the doctor said she shouldn't do anything tiring for a week, and she was out gardening the next day. The doctors said she wouldn't make it a lot of times before she died, actually before she died my mom thought she would make it, the next day (the day before she was flying down to see her), she died. So don't be certain that she won't make it. I'm here for you though.
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Old November 7th, 2004, 04:40 PM   #14 (permalink)
 
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Whut does EMO mean?
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was that necassary? It means emotional. Very bad timing
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Old November 7th, 2004, 05:00 PM   #16 (permalink)
 
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Thanks for the support fellas..it means a lot to me, even if yall are only online people.

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be there for your family, and your family will be there for you. its tough but be there to support your family.
That's really, really true/good. I'm always there for her, it's just hard to watch, know what I'm sayin? REALLY HARD. :\
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Old November 7th, 2004, 06:47 PM   #17 (permalink)
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That sucks man. I would insert a qoute from Old School but it is uneccassary.

Just support your family and try to see her as much as you can while she's still here...
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i honestly cant imagine a life without my grandma.
^ I could... My grandma died when I was six and I never really knew her that well .

And pr0ph3t, just remember she'll be in a better place and this pain is only temporary for her.
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be there for your family, and your family will be there for you. its tough but be there to support your family.
My grandma died this year in the hospital from a heart attack on her birthday...
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And pr0ph3t, just remember she'll be in a better place and this pain is only temporary for her.
Bro, that's the one thing that's helpin me carry on thru this.
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Old November 7th, 2004, 08:19 PM   #21 (permalink)
 
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never give up hope man.

my grandmother was recently in the hospital for triple bypass surgery. But something went wrong and she barely got out of the operating room. In ICU the doctors told us she wasn't going to make it. But she survived and made an amazing recovery and was in her house two weeks later.
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