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=( =( =( =( =( Dont know how yet, will know in a few weeks...unexpected to say the least..im 17, he was 49...im going to arizona where he lived very soon to collect up what i want from his belongings, everything else is going to charity.
 

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Dude thats terrible, my condolences go out to you and your family.
 

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thank you all...alex mo me also...my very best friends mom died over the summer..im gonna call him in an hour so we can talk..hell be able to relate to me
 

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also..we didnt live with eachother, (obviously) since i was 4 my parents were split up, but we've always kept in touch and i visit him every year and talk to him at least 1nce a week..i couldnt cope with losing the father i lived with
 

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it hurts i know....just know that there are dozens of people here praying for your dad and your family...stay strong man

a while ago i made a thread about the many people we loved that died and this is a poem that i wrote...

its called "thoughts of you"
I sit alone
I watch the sun
It seems to smile on everyone
How warm the sand beneath my feet
The waves, they lap, as if to greet
Such beauty all around I see
So amazing that it's all for free
The sun it seems to warm my heart
Not easy will it be to part

So alone I feel without you here
My love for you is always near
Taken away before your time
My heart seems lost as it does pine
I see you as I walk these sands
As I remember so fondly, your warming hands

What I'd give to see you once again
My heart would shine and start to sing
How comforting for me to dream of you
But my heart seems to have a different view
It knows you won't come back to me
It takes a while for me to see
My love is strong and will always be
Such precious times for you and me

As I watch the sun sink oh so low
The time wasn't right for you to go
I live to face another day
Knowing how you'd want it that way

Time can't change - can't bring you back
My memory is strong and right on track
Thoughts of you will come and go
In my heart you'll be safe with me, I know

The gulls take flight
The moon is full
I turn and walk up to the hill
I stand and let the moon reflect
On times we had - I'll never forget
Sleep peacefully and think of me
You're part of the moon, the sun and the sea


once again man...i know its hard but u gatta stay strong
 
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