yeah.. im usually not one to share my hardships online. but theres always time for a first... me and my mom fight every day. i dont mean little fights over laundry and chores. i mean screaming so everyone in a mile radius can hear us and her throwing **** at me. she has alot of **** in her life thats not going right and i dont blame her to be pissed about it but she takes it out on me. im like her little punching bag whenever she has stress. anyway today we had one of the biggest fights. i basically told her she has never been there for me and she only cares about herself. and then she told me every night she thinks about dieing and what if she commit suicide. at the time it didnt bother me because i was to pissed. she told me she was leaving and shes not coming back. shes gone now and i didnt stop her. i told her to go see a phsychiatrist (sp?) and get her **** together but im starting to worry about her a little bit. i mean she really was never a parent to me but you worry about people youve lived with all of your life.. im thinking about calling but i have work in 10 minutes. and what if its to late when i get back and shes gone. i dont think id be able to live with myself knowing i was the cause of my moms death.