well its 5:46, im sittin here reading the forums after bein at school for ... 8 hours. I just finished playin a bit of CS, checked my e-mail, posted stuff here, now im going to go do my homework. then maybe watch a little tv and go to bed. I do this every day. I am ****in tired of this bull ****. What am i going to get out of my hard work? (im in AP classes and stuff, my parents are pushing harder and harder for the grades) I'll tell you what im going to get. A ****ing job where i can make about 100,000 a year. I will play paintball, have a family, get old, then give my money to my children or wife or whatever then die. That doesnt sound very ****in fun. anyways. I hate my ****in life. It also doesnt help that no one gives a **** about me. I try to just ignore all this ****. My friends arent being my friends. People arent talking to me. My graids are falling... lol i have a C in my AP class and my mom is *****in at me about it. I just am really ****in tired of this ****. And to know that i have to go through it for 2 more years ****in depresses the **** outa me. I feel like you guys on the forums are the only people that may give a ****. I got one friend that is a good friend. Anyways **** it all. Ill get over it. Im just depressed as hell.